Take a load off. It’s not yours anyways.
I thought I understood what Jesus meant by a certain truth/word, only to end up in frustration.
In my daily reading, I came across Isaiah 46:4, which states that when I’m old (getting there) and grey (zoomed way past that to white!) the LORD will carry me. I really needed to hear it.
Yet, how does this work itself out in my current struggle? I had no clue, so I did a little study to discover that it was used of oxen carrying a heavy load for their owner.
Cool, Jesus will carry my load. But how does that actually work in my current situation? This weight can trigger all kinds of responses in me, some of which are not healthy at all.
I cried out, “Lord, You said You would carry this load. How come it doesn’t feel that way? In fact, Lord, this load just keeps getting heavier.”
It was a mental heaviness that was simply getting too hard to stand under, let alone walk forward. “Lord, if You don’t carry me like You said You would, I’m toast. Lord, I don’t understand how You actually do the carrying?”
It seemed like heaven was silent. The mental heaviness was still present. I’m still on my knees. And then He stepped in. He showed me that I was carrying something that He’d already taken care of on the cross. It was a supernatural duh moment.
He said, “Why are you continuing to let that “stuff” bounce around in your head, which results in that heaviness, when I took that “stuff” centuries ago? I’ve got it and you.”
I wept. I gave the load back. The heaviness left. I praised and thanked Him.
The words of truth are truth, though sometimes, it takes us a few extra steps to know how to apply them. Jesus not only gives us the words of truth, but as He lived them Himself, He can show us “how” to live them as well.