The struggle is part of Jesus’ story through you.
It’s okay to struggle with God, Abraham did. It’s okay to laugh at God, Sarah did. It’s okay to wrestle with God, Jacob did. It’s okay to disagree with God, Moses did. It’s okay to question God, Mary did. It’s okay to fail God, Peter did. And it’s also okay to hide from God, the Eleven did.
Each person only knew what they knew when they knew it. And they couldn’t know anything different until their brains were exposed to something new. Until then, they could only make choices consistent with what they knew at the time they knew it.
It wasn’t until the Spirit, however, brought a truthful thought into their brains that they would struggle, laugh, wrestle, disagree, question, fail and hide from God with this new truth encounter with God.
They had to come to the realization that their choices were not consistent with the truth that would bring life, joy and ultimate fulfillment into their lives. And when they did, they now had a choice to make, a very hard one indeed. They could now choose to kill the old lie based thought in their brain by thinking and choosing to act on the new truthful thought entering their brain.
Oswald Chambers stated this choice so eloquently when he wrote, “If you do not put to death the things in you which are not of God, they will put to death the things that are of God.”
Each person resolved to put to death the thoughts that were not of God in order to experience the new life God had for them to know in their everyday lives.
This will not be easy. But know this. Each one allowed the Spirit to build their faith, a little at a time, in order for them to experience the Father in ways they could have never imagined.
They did. And so can you and I.




